I can't sleep.

What I'd give to have Alex home.

I was stuck in traffic today. And I was fuming. Until we came upon the accident and I realized that it was a bad one. A freeway closing sort of accident. A fatality accident. A flipped over, burned up truck. Nobody could have survived that. And I realized that being stuck in traffic is far better than being the cause of the traffic jam. And that I sometimes need to have more heart. Even if it were just a fender bender... I'd still rather be the one stuck in traffic and not having to deal with the problems accidents bring. So for each time I cursed under my breath when the speed limit dropped.. I'm sorry.